What’s wrong with your friends? Relatives? Why haven’t you pursued medical help? I know it’s hard. I’ve been down a similar road — not with brain injury. You must. First, find a medical advocate who can help you through your appointments and trips to the hospital. Don’t go to an ER. Find the best neurologist possible who specializes in traumatic brain injury. My god, this is the worst medical story I’ve ever read. And I thought I had lived one of the worst ones. You need BIG HELP and someone who loves you to get you there.

You are living in DENIAL. Blame that on the brain injury. Ask for help now.