Seriously, dude, this "newsletter" of yours is going nowhere. You wander all over the place with your "oh, by the ways" and "I was just thinkings" and "another things" - and god only knows what other flow-stoppers. Please get a writing coach or at least read someone like Anne Lamott ("Bird by Bird") or Natalie Goldberg ("Writing Down the Bones" - and get down the basics.

As for journaling??? LOL You made me LAUGH so hard!!! That's where real writers practice. It's excessively apparent you don't do any practicing. Pianists and instrumentalists and singers practice scales and all other sorts of idioms and exercises to get down their art. Writing is an art. Lots of things to learn. Oh, and check out a library nearby and read LOTS of books - that a librarian can refer you too. Start with basics - Mark Twain, John Steinbeck, Rudyard Kipling (he won the first Nobel Prize for literature), and Gabriel Garcia-Marquez (another Nobel winner).

Just drop out now, and do all the rest of us a favor! (You can thank me for the advice I offered with Anne Lamott and Natalie Goldberg - THOSE TWO authors and teachers have taught millions of writers at their beginnings, middle parts, and ends. If you don't thank me - well, you're welcome anyway. You need some help.